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Men

The night will go as follows...
fuck starry skies
fuck girls
fuck cops
fuckwet
fuck fall
fuck dark
fuck streets
fuck. fuck.

Bar Fight

FUCK THAT GUY
I hate him. Ill make fun of him all night, and shit, make him think im gonna kick his ass
"oh yeah?"

AND THEN HE'LL BE RIGHT, ILL WHOOP HIS FUCKING ASS

Manifest Ecstasy
I will never ask a question of myself I felt had no answer
shit.
answer,
shit.

my beer stained notebook.

ahh! adulthood.


Neustuff



Fear, Good God, Honest fear.


Hearing the city creak along at night,

well jesus, it's funny isn't it?

take a second to collect,

you walking in after a night of debauchery

jesus those 14 shots seemed so long ago.

did i really grope that?

pause, halt your smiles acension.

hear hear. the city, moaning. bleeding.

not sleeping.

the sirens in the distance

piercing the cool night sky.

home, and young.

home, and young.


To Do The Same Would be Doom

It's the same.

when im in my car. traffic.

same.

oh god, that feeling, of just compelte panic.

fear, anger, paranoia.

why am i wasting my life away?

shouldnt i, no i should i should
be doing

SOMETHING.


IWYTTIMUSOSOLZ

IN MY day, snow was snow

and when winter came, there wasn't guessing about if and when

it was when and when

mountains high, siberia in my backyard

slipping on ice, hating the cold.

god damned backstabbing bastard.


LOVES

when there's no way

to hide the desire

the one that burns, compels

fuels?

the one ,that makes you lightheaded

and just overwhelmed with giddiness

and delight upon one persons face

when you view them. when you view them

you melt. you love. you swell.

think of me,

sitting in front of this machine, with no deadline

and a flask almost certainley finished

now say, what do YOU think i wrote about
ps. john steinback,


A Letter To Ghosts.


Dear John,

Hanoi is great it is. Nights are awesome, lots of stars. sunrise, nice. sunset, perfect. people nice here, very accepting. they keep asking about you. i want to see you. as well.
plese respond, living is nice, but getting tough. fought 2 vagrants this morning. stabbed one. crazy. but, to get to the point, i need the cash. you owe me 56 bucks.

thanks

ps. young dreams, dont last forever. nothing does.


MOON\\

I shook the moon with my hand

and watched the majestic glitter

the reflection upon ocean current sky

i made it shimmer.
the night stayed true,.